Sometimes I wonder

ok i'm sorry i try not to complain to complete strangers _{even though i do it way too much and i'm basically just annoying the living shit out of all of you so that's why you don't have to read this} bUT


I wonder how much more inspired i would be if i was in an environment of actual other artists. The college i go to depresses me and i feel like nothing i'm doing is making a contribution to my career. I feel like i'm going nowhere and i know i shouldn't complain but i really need some more inspiration you guys.. I feel like sometimes i don't feel like drawing just because nothing motivates me to do so. I'm in a rut and i don't know how to get out. I know i've been posting some stuff recently but i have just come into a rut and i know it's going to last a while if i don't do anything about it now.
Any ideas? <:/

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